You know what it is… its the point that all of the things that you are used to… inspiration, perception, your personal sense of connection with God, even just the things that you like doing. somehow they feel.. well… a little weird? disconnected almost. The dreaded Vacuum!!
100% lack of everything.. no air.. no anything!
I found myself there in the past few months, the place where no matter how hard you struggle you are not gonna go anywhere.
So when I end up like that. I typically evaluate everything- my job, my hobbies, my addictions, my passions, my relationships- like I said “everything”. Once I take stock of the situation I try to step back to the “last known good” settings. Not always a favorite thing to do, but very necessary. And slowly… as I step away from the things that I should, and refocus. I can finally breathe again!
…deep breath… alright lets try this again!